http://thoughtcatalog.com/kovie-biakolo/2014/01/18-heartbreaking-signs-you-are-in-an-unrequited-friendship/

#1 , #3 , #7 , #15 , #17 & #18.
I'm tired.. really. I said NO to you today , not because I don't value our friendship. In fact , I said NO twice. I'm proud of myself to be honest - but I guess it doesn't matter how I feel does it ? You're probably mad at me or feeling dissatified while I'm actually hurting. I'm tired of being taken for granted. I've always been second choice since young. I'm just really tired today.

How all of you always are bffs of each other and I'm none of it. How you guys are always people's choice. If it's because of physical issues , sorry - I'm sorry I don't look how you want me to but I thought it shouldn't matter ? Maybe it's my fault for existing. You know what ? I'm not gonna do anything stupid.

*I say this but in the end I give in again , because I know you'd never realize. You'd never know how it hurts. I just gotta keep going because I don't wanna be left behind. I'm afraid of being left behind.





✰LUU